Breaking the Silence by Moos Merilyn.;

Author:Moos, Merilyn.;
Language: eng
Format: epub
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Publisher: Book Network Int'l Limited trading as NBN International (NBNi)
Published: 2012-01-15T00:00:00+00:00

Did your father feel guilty that he left his family?

I have no doubt my father felt guilty. But did he ever say it? Never. That is why he worked himself so hard. He was totally tunnel-visioned. He felt immense guilt that he had left his sister and his parents, who were in their early fifties.

Do you tend to feel guilty if you’d upset your father or let him down in some fashion?

I never had a proper discussion with my father about any of this. I don’t think he ever made me feel guilty. About what? I was so detached from my father. When I saw him I was so pleased to see him, because he was my dad. It wasn’t like an ordinary adolescence. He was an awesome figure. I’d have loved to have lived with him. He was an intellectual. I could have been inspired by him, but I was looking after my mother. I had to live with her. I would have loved to eat his foreign foods, meet more of his fascinating foreign friends. He was living in Highgate. I was living a dull existence, looking out of curtains in Morden. I hated it. Getting to university was my goal. I will never return to this petty place. When I went back there to sell the house, I felt so relieved that I would never have to return.

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